I was about to die

April 18, 2018 in featured, journal

Two days ago I was driving at the high way, while listening to Spotify daily hits, then suddenly a big truck wiggled and lost control in the middle of the road; then I was about to hit and bump the truck with a 130 km/h speed.

Yes.. I felt like I was about to die…..


The first thought on my mind “Holy crap! Not now! I’m not done with my journey!” So adrenalin was activated; then I turned my car into the left side, then I felt like I was playing Play station games…   And Yes! I survived!

Then after that incident I began to realize that I am not ready yet to say goodbye to this world. I still need to continue and finish my journey. I didn’t feel I went far enough, did enough, lived enough to say farewell to this vagrancy.

I had a thought on my mind that “Yea” life is so short; too short”. I don’t know when I’m gonna say goodbye to this world. Yea.. I probably survive that moment.. but we never know.. when is the time I am going to say goodbye.. this precious life that I used to call…

Then..a thought came out to my mind…. “Did I made my journey meaningful and colorful?”

“Holy Crap! Forget the emo thing.. yea!  I got a new life!”. Now, I don’t wanna miss any opportunity to complete my journey… And be grateful that I am still here on this planet and witnessing the miracles that is happening into my everyday life; and yet; in every ups and downs…   I always survive.

So now, I don’t wanna take a single moment of my life for granted. I have a chance now to realize how blessed I am to have the opportunity for the evolution of my soul and explore the meaningful life on earth.




“Life is a continuous journey, give light in every walks, so in case of darkness; it will lighten up your way”- Suzette Lyn





Suzette Lyn
Everything starts with a simple thought
... then I will think how the particles work
......then I will come out with the idea how the body works

then I bring these thoughts to reality
.. I will look at my sorroundings
.. observe how the reality works
.. so I can make an article, songs, poems, quotations, drawings (vector graphics), video, animation and so on..

and I call it.. "The Art of Thinking"

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